damn it . stupid blogger . i spent so time on this post and it couldn't be published . shit it . screw it .


他不知道我的心情.
and she looked at me with those eyes . that made me feel as though i'm a stranger to her .
she behaved as if i didn't study for the subject .
she don't even know how i felt when i got back my results for that particular subject .
i felt like SHIT . so useless .
it's not like i didn't study for it .
i bet she don't know the feeling of trying so hard to accomplish something but in the end failing to do so . shit .
i studied so damn bloody hard. and just failed .
i didn't just go into the examination hall and fail as though i had nothing to care for alright .

hah . perhaps i'm dumb .
i think i should contemplate of not being with the friends i'm with now .
cos i feel so damn bloody dumb .
whatever . stupid .
there's like nothing i'm good at .
hah . feel so damn damn damn inferior compared to everyone else .
hah .
better off dead lah . this kind of feeling .



damn .

damn it .



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fine. i forgot what i wanted to type .


crap .

shit .

hah . i'm dumb .

woo .

hell yeah .
yay .

yay .
yay.
yay .

so god damn happy .

hah .

yay .


hah .