bloody mf-ing shit .

i know it's not possible .

i know it's not going to happen .

i know it's impossible .

but i don't fucking need anyone to tell me that .

damn it .

it totally sucks when someone tells you ,

it's impossible . yeah yeah . thats impossible .

god damn it .

i was so pissed off that i ....................................

ugh

shit .

i think i'm going crazy .

once again .

i'm never ever going to believe in everything good that happen .

they are just things that happen to prepare me for something worse to come .

it's mf-ing true cos it always happen .

hell yeah .

i won't stop bitching about it .

i don't care if people thinks i'm whining my ass off over this kind of thing .

cos to me , it's not a random trivial thing .