okay .


i feel so threatened now .


damn it .

crap .


it totally sucks .


i think it would get worse faster than i thought .

oh well .

since so many happy things happened alr . something bad is bound to happen .

ughh .







it always isn't me .

it always doesn't turn out the way i want it .

well . life is unfair isn't it .

so i shall just not give a damn about anything anymore .





yes i shall .